recently

Some things have been going really good - i mean mega good - and others have been going poop - actually mega poop.

Ive certainly not been through any major downward spiral recently which is probably the best thing because those are the darkest times in my life and they tend to really hit me quite bad - especially witht the recent anniversaries that have just passed.

Fin is really keeping me distracted he has grown into a proper little person and is now being mega cheeky and has a wicked personality - it has been incredible watching him grow into what he has become and how he develops and picks things up each day. I love being a dad.

I have also been fortunate enough to get some extra work freelancing and have several irons in the fire which are bearing many fruit. I really enjoy designing things and cant wait to get the gallary together. In the mean time I will continue to build my portfolio and work on my freelancing and get the money together to bring the dream into a reality of being.

I do miss the pottery and gallery though and need to go up again soon.

these are the things that keep me going while I feel totally swamped in my real job, and the additional teaching I have taken on to help complete my teaching qualification which is looking like a certain failure at the moment - unless I manage to pull my finger out. I really dont know whether its my subconsciounce saying "you really know what you want to do - just do that!"

we will see. I take each day as it comes - Ive learnt to do that - Its how I survive.